Sunday, February 10, 2008

Packing (aka Mission Impossible)

You never realize just how much stuff you have until you try to cram 100 pounds of it into two suitcases!

I spent yesterday and today doing my packing for Korea. I've been accumulating things I thought I'd want to bring, but have put off the actual shoving into suitcases. Dad decided to help inspire me to complete my packing by threatening to throw everything into the snow if I didn't finish the job. So, I rolled up my sleeves and got it done.

Having to limit myself to 100 pounds really made me stop and assess every item in a new way. It's amazing how many "essentials" suddenly seemed frivolous and found themselves in the "staying in Michigan" pile. I found myself musing on how beneficial it would be if emotional baggage, worries, and even memories could be sorted through and discarded in the same manner. If only my mind had a weight limit for how much it could carry each day. I think I'd waste a lot less time and energy on the foolish concerns that often preoccupy me.

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"Passage—immediate passage! the blood burns in my veins! Away, O soul! hoist instantly the anchor!
Cut the hawsers—haul out—shake out every sail!
Have we not stood here like trees in the ground long enough?
Have we not grovell’d here long enough, eating and drinking like mere brutes?
Have we not darken’d and dazed ourselves with books long enough?

Sail forth! steer for the deep waters only!
Reckless, O soul, exploring, I with thee, and thou with me;
For we are bound where mariner has not yet dared to go, And we will risk the ship, ourselves and all.

O my brave soul!
O farther, farther sail!
O daring joy, but safe! Are they not all the seas of God?
O farther, farther, farther sail!"

~Walt Whitman, "Passage to India"